Exams were over but the REAL BATTLE in our heart had just started.
That is, the battle to control ourselves, preventing ourselves from being severely affected by the attacks (results of the tests) and to remain calm and steady at all times.

OMG, now that i am talking about it. this is hard!
i remebered the time when i cried was not due to that kind of attack.
But mainly due to the relationships with the people i met.
To me, i guess the bonding between us is of much more importance, right mary?
haha.

Sometimes, i realized i am rude when chatting and doing things with the people around me.
The cut made, was to reduce my worries and stress that i had been feeling all this while. it may not be so after the cut, but what i really hope is that history doesn't repeat itself.

controlling one's emotion seem to be very important as it shows that you are strong.
but showing your weak side for a few times by dropping a few tears, might not be a bad idea.
Afterall, all of us are people with emotions and hiding it within yourself would only led to more pyschological problem. with that, i think i might have to learn those skills again, haha.

counselling seems to be harder this days as my heart is no longer concentrating on helping others but on what will happen to me in several situations. ahh... that's bad right, my friends and families are going to suffer now. haha

During this period of time, praying for passes for all subjects especially my languages, sciences and humanities seems to be more imporatnt than anything else. seeing some of them dropped tears and sighing over them not putting more effort and i can't seem to do anything about it...

-ZINC