Today isn't a really good day, isn't it?
Although it is teachers' day but i didn't manage to meet my pri sch teachers.
i really miss them and i know they miss me too, right? haha
Perhaps it was due to certain reasons, i started to lose patience and trust on others.
Guiltiness and anger also started developing in me when i saw some of my seniors.

Why can't i make NE be just like before? and this is it that had made me to have typed that message to the VPs. i guess i wasn't that clear in my content as that message wasn't directed to specifically anyone. it was a general note from me to the VPs, telling them that i am very concern and serious about their attendance in meetings. hmm... if you find that the meetings would be meaningless, do tell me, so that i or faris, can improve on it and make it more meaningful. you can drop me a message if you don't want to talk to me face to face.

i think i seem to be scary nowadays, well, that's me. i guess only some of the percussion members that went through trainings with me before the syf knew this and i really hope that i wouldn't have to use that identity again. I HOPE.

-zinc