Decision making is tough

Decisions, to me, seem hard to make! it's not as easy as one may thought it to be.
i guess i can't really make decisions/ choices that would benefit all?
"if i chose that, this will happen, that will happen. how?"this was what that had always came into my mind all along.
when would there be a time where my decision/choice can benefit all?
JUST WHEN????????

Vexed now but i know all this comes with one thing, that is " you are not prepared at all".
"How can you always be doing this? break it, make everything organized within the given time huixian!!", it knock and knock, on the door of the little red beating house for now.

NOW NOW, i regret my self decision of postponing the NE treat. ARH!
it's just half an hour ago that i made my decision.
YES, i guess i placed my priority wrongly.
All i can do now, is to apologize, repent on my mistake and make sure the treat would come out nice at the end, from the oven.
OMG, thats seems to be very difficult, hard......
haiz...
For now, how i wish i could change my quality of indecisiveness to something else that would bring joy and laughter to everyone....

leaving aside my " complains", chengyang, thanks for the bball, if not for it, the game wouldn't be possible and shao qiang for the help too!
Also, not forgetting, rui ting, jiao min and hui shi for having me to join them for a wonderful game of BBALL and salonee, for guiding me through Far East plaza!
Last but not least, my DAD who had been waiting for me to get my sleep. haha

~ZINC