31 October 2009

Thanks everyone!

Thanks for giving me your well wishes today.
no matter whether it is a comment on facebook, a SMS to my phone or wishes with your presence, thanks a lot!

Thanks to all who had come all the way to my house to celebrate with me, making this birthday a memorable one with all of your presence.

Thanks to my family members and all my friends who had given me support, help, encouragement when i am feeling low or even at times where i lose control over my emotions.

Thanks a lot! i do hope that in future, 31/10/2009 shall not only be the day where everyone celebrates Halloween. instead, let it be another time where all of us appreciate the presence of the people around us. ho kay?

after today, i do think that i should improve on my english. i seem to be getting the wrong message across for sometimes.

if The "fist size" red organ would to respond to one particular question with a calm mind again, of all the choices given, D.

ZINC

29 October 2009

Got to know about the results of the hardwork that was put into my studies.
Although it was a pleasant answer from god but that hadn't livened up my spirits for the day.
I was tired after the amazing race i guess. thanks for the congratulations received from all.
People around me are all falling sick especially my family members.

Now, one thing that i know is, in my studies, i wouldn't have come this far if i didn't received help from the teachers, friends, be it in school or outside school.

My journey in evergreeen had started 3 years ago when i first entered the school for the briefing and now, at the blink of an eye, i am only left with one year. Nothing more, Nothing less.
What's left might then be the time to improve on the weak chapters of each subjects, getting ready for the important year ahead.
Besides that. it is also the time for all of us to appreciate the people, things around us as i heard that it would be a "fast forwarding" year ahead.

For the CCAs, we would have to let go of them the next year. Before we pass the baton to them, i believe we would need to tecah and pass on to them all the necessary skills and information.
Come to think of my CCAs, i felt a lot more elated nowadays as i saw how my NE team work together as one with the several chnages, making the NE amazing race a good one.
For the race, i really hope that the lower sec classes had at least learnt something from it.
Besides, although it might be late now, i would really want to thank the interact team, AVA team, NE comm team, my NE AMB, the canteen stallholder and MY PARTNER, ismahfaris, for all the effort put into the race!

For CO, Percussionists, Thanks for all the things that your have given me! YOU GUYS ARE GREAT PEOPLE! talking about passing on skills and information, although i can't really pass on much skill, i would be willing to help should you have any problems in your personal life or studies. i guess i can at least help a little. haha

friends, families, juniors, relatives, pals....
Stay healthy, JIA YOUs in your life!
it's not good for anyone of your to fall sick!

-ZINC

23 October 2009

TOUCHED by what i see.

On thursday, i never thought that i could enjoy my thursday afternoon so much.
Not by laughing at others moves but by experiencing those touching moments...

Our school organized the yearly interclass games across the whole level and for the Sec 3s, it was interclass soccer. It was the first time i enjoy watching it. Perhaps it was because the players are my classmates and friends. All of them did a really good job. Their tears, their sweat, their kicks ( i mean in the game), their shouting, all showed their enthusiasm towards this games.

Although it was the first time our class girls are competing in soccer, they really did a fantastic job! they are my IDOLS! They could maitain their stamina and steadiness for the whole 3 matches unlike me, who might need some food after 2 matches? haha
The team is competing again on the coming monday morning for the first position.
GOOD LUCK everyone, what your are facing is no longer your competitor on monday, it would be, i guess the support from all of us! Yes, no matter what happens on monday during the match, you all would be receiving our endless support, even me, at Movers and shakers would also present you with all my support and luck till the end.

Besides them, at the other side of the court, it was where all of us i believe, not only me, was touched by what we had seen. The fighting and defending spirit present despite knowing what is going to happen and the laughter within throughout the 2 challenging and exciting matches, how i wish i have a camera with me at that time to snap down those touching moments. They had played well in those matches, no matter what the results of the matches might be, right?

Now, shifting the focus back to the times in class, i am too touched by the people around me who had been constantly giving me support throughout this hectic week. For what i am going to face next week, i am going to put up a strong and brave side of me as i take them all up before the week's ending. However, at the same time, i am going to steal some time from my scheldue to play and enjoy with my dear friends!


~ZINC

16 October 2009

Fever bonding, now i longed for it.

Charity Bazaar was held yesterday in our school.
To a lot of our schoolmates, especially the main 6 handling the stall, today is very important as it was the day where they would be tested on their ability to get customers; EVGians to patronize their stall. This is NOT EASY!

Besides, the main 6 managed to have everything SOLD OUT! isn't it great?
For the preparation of this Charity Bazaar, there were many discussions, effort put in and also times where many of them had different ideas and suggestions for certain issues, resulting in the start of quarrels.

All this, can be resolved with patience, acceptance, tolerance and several other qualities kept within. i experienced it, i went through it and it is really true.

It is easy to start but how easy it is to resolve all this with above requirements?

Each and everyone of us have different perceptions towards every issue, you may have thought that he/she is ... which in the end, affected your view towards an issue when this particular person is involved. In short, your lenses in viewing things is simply polluted. This is it, which i believe is the cause of the conflict that strains the bonds which hold all of us together.

Presently, it seems like there is an endothermic change happening around me. This really angered me as i see how me and some others fail to strengthen the bond within and instead break them up so easily like how one break a glass bowl.

So what should i do? Should i continue be the listening ear that hears each and others complains and witness how eventually, each of this had strained the bonds within. i know i should do something about it whenever i would came across it but i am getting tired as i do this continuously for a long time and my tolerance level had really reached the max!

At many times, i really want to clear all these things to make my heart be a little lighter. This had never happened before all this years in schools, be it primary or secondary. have i given too much chances or have i take the things around me too lightly that all these are constantly happening around me without fail?

Haha, now i am thinking of escaping to somewhere to rest since the exams are over. Perhaps, falling ill is the best solution to all the situations that is happening. fever bonding, yes, this might be it! haha

15 October 2009

Exams were over but the REAL BATTLE in our heart had just started.
That is, the battle to control ourselves, preventing ourselves from being severely affected by the attacks (results of the tests) and to remain calm and steady at all times.

OMG, now that i am talking about it. this is hard!
i remebered the time when i cried was not due to that kind of attack.
But mainly due to the relationships with the people i met.
To me, i guess the bonding between us is of much more importance, right mary?
haha.

Sometimes, i realized i am rude when chatting and doing things with the people around me.
The cut made, was to reduce my worries and stress that i had been feeling all this while. it may not be so after the cut, but what i really hope is that history doesn't repeat itself.

controlling one's emotion seem to be very important as it shows that you are strong.
but showing your weak side for a few times by dropping a few tears, might not be a bad idea.
Afterall, all of us are people with emotions and hiding it within yourself would only led to more pyschological problem. with that, i think i might have to learn those skills again, haha.

counselling seems to be harder this days as my heart is no longer concentrating on helping others but on what will happen to me in several situations. ahh... that's bad right, my friends and families are going to suffer now. haha

During this period of time, praying for passes for all subjects especially my languages, sciences and humanities seems to be more imporatnt than anything else. seeing some of them dropped tears and sighing over them not putting more effort and i can't seem to do anything about it...

-ZINC