Today isn't a really good day, isn't it?
Although it is teachers' day but i didn't manage to meet my pri sch teachers.
i really miss them and i know they miss me too, right? haha
Perhaps it was due to certain reasons, i started to lose patience and trust on others.
Guiltiness and anger also started developing in me when i saw some of my seniors.

Why can't i make NE be just like before? and this is it that had made me to have typed that message to the VPs. i guess i wasn't that clear in my content as that message wasn't directed to specifically anyone. it was a general note from me to the VPs, telling them that i am very concern and serious about their attendance in meetings. hmm... if you find that the meetings would be meaningless, do tell me, so that i or faris, can improve on it and make it more meaningful. you can drop me a message if you don't want to talk to me face to face.

i think i seem to be scary nowadays, well, that's me. i guess only some of the percussion members that went through trainings with me before the syf knew this and i really hope that i wouldn't have to use that identity again. I HOPE.

-zinc

In a wink of an eye, this week is finally going to be over.
sometimes i am really troubled on whether i am doing or saying the right thing everyday.
No matter how scared or worried one is, is it always true that one should overcome it with a smile, even at the extent of failing but not ever once succeeding?
The experience of failing continuosly and not succeeding is certainly not good for that would be the time where one's confidence is severely affected. however, on another perspective, this might be a turning point for all.

However, how high is one's esteem, such that one would never give up despite countless setbacks and not even the tiniest success? That is hard right? Yeps. i agree, but it may not seem to be hard afterall as at the very end, some of us still manage to overcome it hard and well.i believe that is the power of determination and the will to succeed in which many of us including me are seeking for, right?

hmm...determination. i have... i am determined to eat all i want everyday despite the fact that my pocket might be burnt one day. The will to succeed,i definitely have it when it comes to eating well. haha.

if i would to be lacking of anything, i think i might be picking it up with the thought of food. Now, i believe the food around me is the drive that is taking me through. should i thank them? haha

- zinc

SMILE!
NO MATTER WHAT HAD HAPPENED, DON'T FORGET YOUR SMILE!

To start off, its been a quite hectic and not well prepared week for me,i guess as i recalled my math test.
Most of the things didn't seem right for me for a lot of times.
NEXT WEEK:
PHYSICS SPA.EMATH.SS.GEOGRAPHY.AMATH.CHEMISTRY.

of all, i am most afraid of the physics spa.

For once, there were thoughts running in my mind on what would happen on my SPA. would i be able to finish it? Would i fail it? i certainly hope not. i hope and pray that all the tests coming up would bear good results.

What are friends for? So, what are tests for? have you thought about it? haha
Hope that i wouldn't disappoint or hurt anyone in any other ways anymore.

trust

its been a long... time since this blog had been activated with my post. right? haha.

how well do you trust your friends or rather surroundings? how well do they trust you?

have you thought about it? well, if you have not, think about it now then as it seem to be very important to some.

now, talking about my life in school for the past few days...

The teachers in our school are simply the greatest teachers in the world! i believe one would never be able to find such good teachers anywhere except in evergreen. haha

however, although they are good, they are also let down by some of their students such as the one that is posting now. It was this week that made me felt how much i have let some of my teachers down for the past few days? weeks? or even the past few months!

Not only that, my friends, family and even classmates too...

They are also the best people in the world together with the teachers, staff of the school as they are the ones that are always giving me guidance in my life, making my living the best out of my life!

Thanks! the ZINC element here would n't have been living so well without all of your. Thanks a lot and a lot!

JIA YOUs in your life!

ZINC