i Guess my expectations for them were too high. i am sorry if it was really hell but i guess i still have a lot to learn, right?haha

a lot of learning, self reflecting to be done i guess.
haiz, why is there a sense of emptiness when i am crowded with people?
things around me are so unreal and frustrating.
guess i have really lost what i had had all along.

so how, how should i continue my life without them?
well, allow the brain of mine to think and develop solutions by resting then.
night.

ZINC