today is another day where i wanted a hug from someone who is close to me.
i had that kind of feeling again
it is really bad. now i knew that actually
i am a failure
and now that i realise it, i felt a piercing pain that i wish i could escape to somewhere far.
where would that place be?
it might probably be a place where i would not feel that i am thrown down.
or it might be a place where i would enjoy my life as time goes
and it would not be the place where i am now.

perhaps it was the expectation they had on me earlier or it might be that i am not what i am now.
now, i do feel like ~.
what should i do?


huixiank