lols... long time never post le.
this times i just felt bad.
dunno why.

i am actually a kind of person that won't cry easily but this days i just happen to cry out loud often.

why is it so?
lols. sad.

have been thinking of quiting some of the CCAs
but have not decided which to do so.
i have thought of some plans regarding my cca
but im still confused.
which should i choose?

please... LEAD THE WAY FOR ME...

hahaz.... came to post
lols.... so boring

think im going to quit table tennis for sure
though i love it but i just want to quit!
im very tired
how i wish i could live in PEACE as some had.

enjoying the peace is sure what i would want to do.
arhs....
hahaz.... when will i be able to enjy the peace around me?
just when?

lols...
its so damm.... EMO of me lor...

what do you think of me going to genting?
don't you think its great for me to do that?
hahaz... i would want to ba.

forgeting what i should forgat is a process in which i should take now..
so FORGET is the word....

hahaz. i think i long time never post le.

i have given up the choice of a laptop
instead i bought a mp4 and have several things to buy
like 2 more bags and a pair of shoe....

so do you think its a great deal?

im ok la anyway i would just temporarily give up
but i will have it soon....

hahaz. this few days went to aunt's place to overnight
well. it was disastrous...
well... one thing i could say is her cooking improve a bit with my MUM's help
hahaz....
but her noodles sure taste bland!
bland enough that it looks as if she cooked it with noodles and water
and nothing else!

hahaz. a lot of homework not done lehs...
im sure slacking.... A LOT!

hahaz. 1o more days and i would have to reveal the secret but i don't wish to let it be a secret forever.

-huixiank

hahaz. long time never post le......
i think im going to change a new blogskin soon....
think that this doesn't suit me anymore....

had a lot of thinking this few days
guess that i have straighthen my thoughts le ba...
giving up everything that i have and start a new right?

ya.... for now my thought is that i have no one to trust anyone except____________
yeh..... thats right or you can say the group of people whom i categorise them as "group a"

yeh... those are the people whom i _________ for now....
im going to vanish to sky now where i would not be ___________ from what i am _________ now.

so
BYE people

huixiank

hahaz.... today was kind of fun for CO.

today co we practice the chinese new year's song
it was fun when practicing
although it was fun
but
i was familarise with the song for one of the chinese new year song so whats it great?

i do think so ba..

but then did feel a little uncomfortable during CO wanting to vomit.
now i do realise that my presence is a torture to some of them?
i think so ba
SO
i will be cold....
cold-blooded animal
wherever i am.

YUP! and thats that.

today is the day for my CO day camp.

hahaz... it was FUN!
its a pity some never go

FIRST...
we have training...
well for percussion is like slacking....
as there is no instructor and there is only the 3 of us.

after that vwe watch movie.....
a rather scary one....
i was scared stiff

SECOND....
we have star night training
ohs... that was tough for me as i was playing glockerspill
but it was the first time for me to use that to play 童谣
it was tough at first la.....
and i was like the one who is always wrong when practising....
it was damm... embarrasing...but it was fun with my group members!
they are simply GREAT!

after that when the rain stops, we have water games.... oh...that part was exciting!
we have water games.... then FUN la overall.
GREAT in fact!
hahaz... kexin they are wanted to splash water on me but they didn't have the chance
BUT....

another person.... DESMOND
splash water on me like hell!
even i answer correctly also splash!
so i revenge 2 times back on him...
not quite revenge la just splash only...
it was GREAT!
fun!

then got amazing race...
that was fun la...
but it was long so shall not elaborate more on it le...

after that was... STAR NIGHT
WOWs.... it was scary at first... but it went well
and my group WON! for the STAR night!

GREAT!
i think the activities planned is simply GREAT!
INFACT good

lols.
today was ok.
today is JIAO MIN's birthday!

hahaz. yeaterday was DAD's birthday!
there are so many peoples' birthday on november
thats what i could say

read the first few chapters of history textbook for sec 2
it was much more intersting then; the information in the chapters

they told about what was singapore before 1819
well. i was quite intersted in this chap. as i have know some of those infos
when i went to the history musseum during the NE CAMP!

OHS. JUDGING FROM THAT!
i would like to go there again and continue my journey from where i stopped!

hahaz. its been a great day!

lols....

today went back to admiralty..
was ok.
realised about the results for my school and also
mdm sng class

YA THE HIGHEST FOR MY SCHOOL IS SAME AS EVERGREEN.
278
GREAT work.
WOW!
claps for all of your!

MDM SNG class highest is 251 lehs.
all i could say is that this year batch of primary 6 is better then last year
and
mdm lim is sure HAAPY!
I MISSED HER SO MUCH
she is the BEST principal among the others that i know
not only that the teachers in admiralty are the BEST i had known!
<3 ADMIRALTY!

chat with mdm sng
hahaz....
yup about what stream i should choose
she gave me some suggestions and im now still thinking
you know setting my goal now.
HAHAZ

so for that i think combined science is maybe my choice
she told me that she chose combine science which include chemistry and biology
actually i too.... wished for that
maybe i could have that if the school have.

hahaz. so today i have set my goal regarding the stream im going
isn't it great?

today was a not very enjoyable day as

i didn't have my last day of camp
but i went on to the outing

was rather regretful but the outing was filled with surprises

what was that?

you know what?
i met AARON.
Gosh, not only that still have SERI.

but i ignored them.
SORRY!

i didn't mean it
there is a reason for everything i do including this

SO
dont be misunderstood by my doings

but it was ok lah today, went to EXPO
tasted ice latte from 'THE COFFEE BEAN'
it was not very nice until i and my cousin added 5 packs of sugar

hahaz... 5 different kinds of sugar
finally. the taste is there....

but scared of having diabetes.....
hahaz....
well. this years food expo only have little things but maybe i will go on next tuesday a second time!

ARH.... they got their NE badges le!
but i haven't lehs....
how?

REGRETS!

hellos!

long time no see!

hahaz. been busy with CCA and HOLIDAYS HOMEWORKS
going to FAINT liao lor

ya la
previous co training

IN THE MORNING.....
went for table tennis road show
it was nice!!!
SUPPORT ZENA SIM!!!
she's just simply GREAT men!!
she ROCKS my socks !!!

hahaz... then
have lunch with jasmine
well. it was a harsh one
after that went to THAT place

it was DISASTROUS de lor
TAXI waiting was sure long

waited almost for an hour!!!
haiz..
then when reach
see GOONG again

it was NICE!!!

afterwhich i play a bit then
went off through MRT for CO
it was TIRING

going to FAINT like that
then saw a bunch of guys
have some flashbacks at that moment

then went for co ....
YA! today finally learn 北京喜讯
it was NICE !! too.

my god today in CO was .....
yee herng, asyraf and desmond
your going to die liao lor
hahaz
but it was fun la

KENMPATEI FOR ALL

hellos after knowing my results today
i wanted to post this little old song of mine
to express the feel i had when i was in 1 achieve

Morning comes around and I
Can't wait to see my sunny island
In its glorious greenary , whether rain or shine
it's still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets at night
Guiding me closer to to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm,
where I belong

Friends and families by side
Seeing me through as i grow the learn
Everyday's experience, bitter sweet or sour
They're still wonderful
As they become precious memories
They'll be kept close to my heart
And no matter whereI am I will always know.
where I belong
Chrous:
Where i belong where i keep my heart and soul
Where dreams come true for us
When we walk together hand in hand towards a future so bright
Where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul
Where we're one big family
I want the whole to know , I want to shout it out loud

THAT THIS IS WHERE I KNOW I BELONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REMEMBER that?
THANKS 1 ACHIEVE FOR EVERYTHING!

came to have another posts for the day

hahas want to share something with your
that is ....
my birthday CAKE!





HOPE YOUR WOULD LIKE IT
yups BTW changed my blogskin

thanks to angelia and wen chien for helping me out

thanks

wow........ today's my birthday

i think im back to normal
hahaz. meant for the skin actually
wanted to changed but didn't in the end

like my birthday this year
a lot of people wished me happy birthday
im so glad to hear that you know

im SUPER HAPPY

TODAY!!!

really enjoyed this year's birthday
thanks to all of your for giving me all this

i enjoyed myself

not forgetting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAHILAH AND DESMOND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

hahaz.....
tomorrow is going to be my day......

but today my family celebrate with me earlier
great they have remembered my birthday
its so great

dad bought the cake
well, the cake is ok
BUT
its like later he whole family sing birthday song for me
its like very awakward and pai seh.

thats all i could say ba
dunno what to say lor

talk about today
ya , today got co
nice

i can say i know how to play adams family liao
now learning pachebell cannon

nice
great
isn't it?

just changed my blogskin cause the day is coming soon..........

hahaz....guess what is the day
you will never know.

today went out after doing some homework
went to causeway and guess what
bought new shirts which i loved

the 2 infinity colours

went home after day..
then.......
my day was boring....

surprised that ...
my sister bought me present
BUT.
it cannot be used in any ways
thus i think its wasteful
BUT
thanks as it is very de expensive over $1o

guess what just $10.10
hahaz. ten cent more

today was ok.........

the day is getting nearer and nearer.......

finally the day has arrived
hahaz..
today was fun la
went to west coast park with family members
through this journey , met up with my "old frinds"

truly enjoyed myself a lot

then after which went to grandma house for her birthday party

fun is the word i could say
as we played a lot and i do enjoyed myself

but.......
somethings are still not done and is needed to be completed soon
hope that it will be done punctually

arhs.........
just have a hair cut today ...

it was terrible lor
it was so short that anyone would not have imagine

yesterday was a little bit not good
in terms of feelings ba
cause i was some how remebering some of the touching issues

especially that.
well..........
wait till that day and i will tell you all my present secrets......

just wait patiently ok?

hahaz........

today was spending my day at the barber and watching television
it was ok and ok...
DIAOZ..... 0-o

hahz begining to learn how to do that liao

today was the last day that i could spent with class 1 achieve

it was so touching that drops of tears began to drip from my pair of eyes

reason was ........

anyway today was funh and also touching i wish 1 achievers all tyhe best for their future and may they be happy forever

after tomorrow everyone's going to part each other

amni is going to sota and everyone will go to different class
wanna cry liao lor.

im also maybe changing school think im going to prepare cam tomorrow to take down memorable pictures

will bring de

wanna cry liao lars
getting ready for tomorrow

1 achieve will always be in my heart.

blogging........

yesterday was busy doing the maths project.
it turn out good. our group won the voucher.
it was good....... but also the other few teams was also good.
infact i learnt my mistakes; really learnt it

yesterday was ........
not knowing how to express it
it was SUPER DUPER pai seh... for me
haiz.... i was giving one of the goodies to qingbin
then the others went wowin........
OMG that was a situation u can't imagine
i not knowing what to do
went to the toilet to 避开the class
as i dun know how to face it.

what can i say it was SUPER DUPER SAI
hahaz...... actually ok la only exaggerating only...

anyways GTG liao and ya right today is a speacial event cause it is

QINGBIN BIRTHDAY SO

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

THANKS!!!!
im very thankful to all of your who being so thoughtful to think of that idea

thanks a lot

i will always remember that in the heart of mine forever
thanks

mdm sng birhtday is coming,

hahaz.....
not going to post on todays situation
it was ok

rushing on the maths project

may we suceed

went to my grandma house today
i felt a sense of going home
all the warm and care which i had not had for a long time

at that moment, it was so touching
i saw my cousins; cute little ones
and also played with them too.

it was such memorable that i had to take that down

hahaz....

i will remember that forever in the heart of mine......

not quite enjoy the happiness in this school
I WANNA CHANGE SCHOOL

i had been obeserving this few days
and i dont like those happenings
it was as if

the happenings was cause by me
i was the EXTRA in anything

NVM i can bear that and perhaps i wont be in this school for sec 2
im losing all my might to fight
im losing all the right to win

why must it happen
and i dont like it

final decision
- I WANNA CHANGE A NEW SCHOOL!

the things that i decidied to do meant good for everyone thus why dont you do it?

nvm . i hope that you will do it as soon as possible
thanks for that then
then reason you need not need to know
as i dont intend to let you know too likewise

thanks if you had dont that if not i would have to remove my blog
and changed it to a address where no one would know

so thats your decision
i may not know just choose your own

i will wait till 31st october where i will then do it.

today was a day full of FUN!
today got CO practice and it was SO much fun.
like it forever.

NOW, MY LIFE IS FULL OF MUSIC!
through this days i have been making music andn guess what i HAVE MADE IT !
the process was SO much FUN!

i LOVE IT!

think i should change to music IS THE LOVE!
HAHA........MY LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGED TO A MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL LIFE
BEAUTIFUL LIFE INDEAD

loves for chinese orchestra

hip hip hooray !

think i shall not wait for him anymore and start a new life on my own
leaving my old soul on one side
and start a NEW LIFE!

THANKS MR WAI

another day has come........
a boring day indead

my day resumed as it was for everyday which was never change till now
today was boring which was never expected at first as it was HOLIDAY and everyone
expected that it would be a nice time for us to relax but for me i would rather continue my workaholic life

where i go to school in the morning and went back late at night
that was better than anything else it would be i guess.

still waiting for the day to come but i would guess it would soon come
won't it be ?
well, i guess i would just wait patiently then.

huixiank

haiz..... today was another day of ......

realising my days are getting bad by each day

my days each day at home was like ---
AS IT WAS BORING and i thought of having some activities outside school
anyway it was boring de lor.
hope that there will be some activities going on
and will hopefully also do something meanigful during the holidays


still waiting for your reply which i hope to get soon


huixiank

haiz today was .......

still trying to avoid them by not going to "there"
just dunno why,i am very scared of going there to face them
just wondering when this problem will be solved as soon as possible

its holiday after exam and i enjoyed myself by watching television and so on just quite enjoyed my life but not all without you

as without you i realise that i couldn't acieve anything i wanted
you are of a important "RANK" in my hear

DO YOU KNOW THAT?

SIGN.....

a lot of people won't understand me as they dont know me well but i guess you do but why do you reacted to me that way?

exams are finally over!!

but im waiting for something the day u say that to me.
will my waiting will come to great results?
truly waiting for it doesn't come good to me and through the days of waiting it truly changes me and caused me to changed thoroughly to a self whereby i dont even know who i am know.

i hope that that day will come soon and with pleasant results that i wished for

back to it

today paper was ok lor
maths was overall easier than the mid year one
thats what i think la but i dont know for the others lor
i dont wish to dissapont miss woon so i hope that i will score high marks for maths though i had no confidence in it.

i hope that that day will come and such that i will not have to avoid you anymore as i dont like the feeling of doing that infact i hate that so please........

just knew from the blog that it is farizmi's birthday today
want to wish him

new post on the happenings

today english exam
DIE
composition got 2 sections
1 is compo anothjer is sort of situational de
both weight 30 marks each
DIE
i think situational sure die !
haiz....
comprehension also lor and summary hui shi say must write 15 points
then i like only write a few
DIE!
haiz. english cannot fail lehs or else SURE DIE

tomorrow chinese also sure dei de lor hope that it will be better lor !

wanna dei liao lor !
what did i do why do you give me a cold shoulder why?
just why ?
can you forgive me?
pls. i felt terrible like a vegetable that is going to rot soon lor !
DIES
pls. forgive me cans or im dieing soon and if possible, tell me what had happened that make you so "per ce" can i really want to know
you meant a lot to me i cannot lose you de you know ?
i had alreadly lost one pls.?

pls. hope that you can forgive me soon thanks then!

lols huixiank-huixian's blog is back !!!



gonna post oin the things that happened yesterday

well it was not an pleasant and my days are getting bitter and bitter as the days comes by.......
arhs. it seems like i should be the one lying there instead of him lor.
he died on this date leaving his family members as he had suffered a lot of pain when he was here.
but 1 thing that i could say is
" i have lost another good friend and listener who gives me guidance in everything i do and also the person who i belive was the only one who trust me"
upon losing him i had a feeling that i was all left alone to face the world
it was as if i should be the one instead of him as i dont want to live in this world full of torture!


arh!!! wanna die but must remember this day 26/9/07
MUST REMEMBER!!
Respect_ForeVeR

going to throw away thsi blog and start a new blog at another URL
hate this blog very much wanna throw it away wanna go to a place where no one was was trying to do so .......
thinking of this idea
mabe it will work
maybe it wouldn't

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOO MUCH STRESS ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANNA DIE

huixinak-huixian is now pronounced died 21st september 2007

going to post on today's situation..........
there is another thing about that
i think i tthink too.. much le lor.......
never mind give up lor anyway its ok to me de!!!
cries!
hahaz.. nvm will soon get over it like last time........
today a lot of things did happen and i know and i will just ignore it then........
anyway no one cares!
anyway still working on my target

lols..............
theresatimewhereiwantobewithyoubutintheenditstilldosenthappenanyways

hahz. nver post on yestersay situation
too tired liao
yesterday was ok i went to table tennis of course and i LOVE IT men!!
its fun and i learnt new things !!!
GOOD!!!
i think im not ging to quit liao thought of it . hahaz. guess it is an unexpectable situation!
today a lot of things had happened hahaz.....
one more person has knew the secret arhs!!!!
but hope she wont let it out......... do hope so

almost no more days left before the end of year exams come think going to work hard liao !!!


by the way my aim

to win fredDerickCK siew

hahaz. guess that its funny hahaz..........

hahaz.....
today was ok lar the sewing thing i draw half way and sew some alreadly good!!
today was ok , these days morning have good brreakfast hahz.
thanks to mum's help lor
"thanks mum"
the sewing was ok
but still have literature homework not done
DIES
hahaz......
must work hard on my bets with jy hahaz..
another thing jh dun be like that lar all else not exciting de lor the bet haiz so must work hard jia hui

right?

jia hui kempatei!!!!!!
jun yong kempatei!!
tell you what jy i have got you your present hahaz.. so kempatei


come on everyone including my "family"; ah gong and uncle must also kempatei
friends also all kempatei for exams coming and also relatives!

KEMPATEI!!! everyone!!!

yuppe..... today was kind of boring

watching tv all the while .....
haiz.. but exam is coming. very scared
its like no mood to study lor..... haiz keep on thinking about that issue .
thoughts are i had got over it but its like i didn't so confusing
maybe its like i can't bear to do so lor haiz how?
i think i better try to do "that " often till the end of examinations.

haiz...... just when i thought of oding that im not feeling quite good. you know u would have taht kind of feeling.? right anyway just going to do what i would need to do to get over it and focus on my studies........

haiz........ going to die at this rate lor if like this

come on guys.......... help me !!!

haiz these few days trying to avoid _______ . really i don't really know what to do with _______ by my side. it is too haiz. dunno what to say la just avoid _______ for goodness sake lor. hahaz!!!
trying to work hard for my target which is to win jia hui for my end of year examinations !!! will try my best de hahaz!!!!
ya hope that jun yong will also achieve the goal of passing all the subjects hahaz!!!!
think will continue buyinh the vehicles models if he dose that !!!!

wonder how much models i had given him.

ya i owe him 1 and latter 2

by the way today take back report book
scored 7a1S hahas ! happy about it

but

lose to fredDERICK
by o.2 percent arh!!!
and also QINGBIN
by 1 percent

but luckly i won someone which i wantes to win at all times hahaz. very happy will keep up the standard de

hahaz...

today's feelings is so bad, not feeling good and that's all lor but i still need to complete the things; project.

feeling very terrible la.
not going to tell you what had happened today which are not very nice to say about ? right?!!

anything lor the most i dont care anything; dont talk lor do whatever your say and not give suggestions lor. can your want also can de!.. feel free to say yes to this idea lor, i dont mind de......


then sorry lor for today's happenings la

huixiank=huixian=]

gonna post on today's activities

haiz........
today was ok and the thing is i had finished my holiday homework
today my cousins from the west came to my house byu their own.
it was ok la , but they are very what lor they keep on want to play my house's computer
extraodrinary not good.
another nthing is they kept on b uy things lor.............

not very like today

huixiank=huixian=]

today was quite fun and good............
well i got free pizzas............ hahaz....
today actually my "maths project " group members ; some of them, intend to do the project at my house but got some error so in the end go kexin house.
today was fun la, shall not probe on it

GO KEXIN'S BLOG IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT HAD HAPPENED TODAY.

maybe that i will not got to farizmi house tomorrow cause i think tomorrow might be a good chance for me and my family during the holidays to have a good outing.
well, still thinking whwther to go to the meeting tomorrow.
haiz........

so for that it might be something that my group members would know, i may not go to tomorrow's meeting ........

so BEWARE!
AS YOU MIGHT NOT SEE ME.................

wow.......
today was fun the lor....
today was like my whole family had an outing but it wasn't the "outing" la hahaz.........
well. today was a fun day to me but i dont know if it is to anyone else.........
today my mother, sis and sis and me went to supermarkets at wollands mart then we "makan" and went to the supermarket. but that was not all. hahaz. after that we went to the playground to play

"wee.........." then after that we went to another suypermarket to buy ice cream and the cones
and went home bathing togather........... dun find it disgusting. well................... its between the sisters..... hahaz......
it was fun!!

well........... after that came all those laughing stuffs i would say.........

today was like a day visiting the supermarket hahaz............
my days are getting much fun each day by day.............

good as the days in life are limited man!!

today's post is going to ba a long one men!!!!!!



the days that i had in the world is the days i had in the sea and on my dream land.

sad to say, i had plenty of homework to be done but i had done somehow like half of them what is left is the revision that i had been waiting to have. this days really mean much to me.



i have maths project to be done during the school holidays, this maths project is about the old national stadium that has been demolished. sad to say im very sad and it hold a lot of memories to me........



the times that i had with my freinds and teachers in admiralty to enjoy the fun during the time when we went to the place to watch the show.



oh. my it gives me a great impact and now going to do the project about that its going to let have a lot flahbacks for sure........



i dun know why i just think of you and the times that i had been with you; its the days that were memorable...........

hahahaz..........
today do the economic dish today with my aunt; the ondeh ondeh thing thinking of changing the dish perhaps because it was difficult maybe for that dish then
haiz then i realised that today was my cousinS BIRTHDAY AND OF COURSE THEY ARe
jia hui and wei hao
my wish for them is to hope that they will score well for their exams and also be healthly and happy all the time